Salam Ramadhan 1436H

It's the 4th day of Ramadhan 1436H. Alhamdulillah, it has been smooth for us. 

It is winter, so puasa this time agak senang. Buat masa ni Subuh is aound 601am, Maghrib is around 508pm. Lebih kurang 11jam 7minit je puasa. Nak buka puasa too festives pun tak sempat if it is hari kerja sebab waktu buka pun sebelum kerja habis. Sampai rumah cukup-cukup makan utk solat Maghrib. Well that is if kerja office hours la. Kat sini mana ada balik kerja pukul 3pm for Ramadhan mcm kat M'sia. So it is always dinner lah. And sahur will be the big breakie before work. 

I still remember the time when we had to puasa during peak summer here in Melbourne. Subuh lebih kurang pukul ~3++am & buka puasa ~9pm, dlm 18 jam jugak puasanye. Agak mencabar la jugak, Summer yg panas kering, sana-sini org buat barbeque coz org sini asalkan ada matahari je mesti nak buat bbq, and iklan makan & minum di tv. Fuh! 

Petang semalam kami played a bit of badminton around 4pm-5pm. Yg lain-lain tu agak active jugak, but me like always, kurang tenaga, kurang semangat, kurang stamina. Masa main tu rasa mcm terbayang-bayang je katil. Haha. Tapi by the time habis main, dah nak berbuka puasa. So kami pakat minum air kelapa dlm tin beramai-ramai kat luar badminton hall tu. Then singgah (a.k.a. crashed) rumah a friend makan dinner. Hehehe. 

And pagi ni ingat nak drive to halal McDonald's near Dandenong. Tapi dah masing-masing malas. Tambahan pulak aku masak laksa kedah malam semalam lepas balik dinner from that friend's house, ada lebih lagi. Makan tu je la. Maybe esok kot bila-bila when dah takde makanan boleh la pergi. 

Selamat berpuasa Ramadhan 1436H. 

Salam Ramadhan 1435H

Assalamualaikum, selamat berpuasa Ramadhan 1435H. 
 
Alhamdulillah semalam start puasa on a Sunday, both of us tak kerja. So agak mendamaikan to start on a weekend. Bangun sahur agak mendera perasaan sebab sejuk ya amat. Around <5 buta="" degree--="" degree="" during="" pagi="" peak="" the="" tu.="">
Subuh starts at around 0603hrs & Maghrib is at 1711hrs. So minggu ni around 11+jam saja puasa. Buka puasa ringan2 then lepas Isyak, which is at 1838hrs, or around Masterchef baru dinner. Masterchef starts at 730pm. Agak awal to eat at 5++pm for dinner. 

Now is peak winter. Sejuk ya amat. But somehow ada gak selingan cahaya matahari despite the freezing weather. Jadi la, boleh la rasa sikit2 macam there's hope to life now. Sejuk beku tu tetap sejuk beku but like somehow looks different bila ada cahaya matahari, biarpun tak rasa pun kesuaman matahari tu.

My shifts this Ramadhan, Alhamdulillah, are evening shifts & nights. Cuma when balik midnight or later tu agak letih jugak nak tido, then bangun sahur around 5am. But at least boleh makan with hubby everyday, if not during buka pun. Have to masak awal when I am not working, at least when hubby gets home dah ada makanan panas. And like always, I cant always cook everyday, but will try to make something special when I'm on my days off.

These are the food I made last night, hoping to cover us at least until this wednesday. Aku kerja arvo shifts pulak this week, then on the weekends. Next weekends plak aku do night shifts from the friday until sunday. Hubby makan nasi with the kuah-kuah, while I just ate the mee hoon soup. Tak nak aaa bosan makan semua skali arung coz the food semua utk next few days. So kena tukar2 set.

Ayam masak lemak cili api segera with kentang & pickled mango (perencah brand Alif).

Rendang daging segera (perencah brand Brahims campur Mak Siti).

Sayur campur masak from scratch :P

Aku asik kempunan mee hoon soto/ mee hoon soup yg seangkatan dengannye. 

Ni mee hoon soup aku with steamed brocoli as sides.

Agar-agar jampu segera (brand apa ntah), with added peaches frm botol.

Anyways, going back to do some work. Selamat berbuka puasa bersama keluarga, rakan-rakan, teman sekerja, etc. Kalau like me at work, will be by myself la. And to me,it is a bliss to be on my own during this precious meal break, away from the chaos. 

Happy (not) Winter.. and Selamat Berpuasa Ramadhan 1435H

Lama gila tak update. Cam tu la aku ngan janji-janji palsuku. Ish... Dah winter-winter gini lagi la malas nak dok kat computer menaip. Kalau nak harapkan ipad tu lagi la malas nak menaip.

Apa jadi dgn aku since last update until now?
- bersosial bersukan makan-makan with friends. 
- balik Malaysia jumpa my adorable nephew. LOVE LOVE LOVE.
- holiday in Paris. Alhamdulillah, berapa tahun tu kumpul duit for that holiday. Gambar, hmmm.. nanti-nantilah. Agak2 bila la tu since vitamin M dah lama bertahta dlm diri ni. Heheheh.
- projects at work. 
- now is the time to update CV & cover letter, coz now is the time to apply jobs for next year. Remember aku pernah ckp dulu? This is around the time of misery for doctors coz system sini requires us to apply jobs for next year, interviews etc. Training position by the college is one thing, actual job is a separate thing. Tu yg semua doctors kena buat every year at about the same miserable time. Sometimes rasa mcm beggar pun ada.

Its mid winter now. Cuaca pun gloomy je manjang. Kalau ada matahari keluar pun, rasa mcm harapan palsu untuk hidup kembali. Matahari just keluar paling lama dlm 1/2jam to 1jam. Sedih.. 

Hujung minggu ni Alhamdulillah dah nak masuk Ramadhan. Bulan yg mulia. Semua kita semua tabah sabar & diberi kekuatan menunaikan ibadah berpuasa. Semoga kita semua dapat memanfaatkan peluang yg ada untuk mengejar rahmatNYA. 

Kat sini tak berapa best sgt coz mmg tak terasa suasana bulan puasa mcm kat Malaysia. But a lot of Muslim groups here try to hidupkan the experience dgn adanye majlis2 buka puasa, solat sunat terawih, programme jual beli, etc. Just kami2 ni je yg jarang join coz kerja & mostly jauh frm our place & mebbie ada sedikit malas di situ.

I will be working mostly evening & night shifts for this bulan Ramadhan, so kira mcm blessing jugak coz takde la penat during work. Just cant go to breakie like alwiz. Oh well, rehat jap wallet for day time foodie outing, jimat. Aku ni kalau boleh nak la sahur & buka puasa with encik suami but apakan daya kerja aku shifts & dia pon most of the time akan buka puasa dlm kereta/ train. And based on the past years experience, puasa di bulan sejuk agak mencabar nak bangun sahur coz sejuk beku and most of the times during the day rasa nak mengunyah/ minum air panas coz its sooooooo cold. And also rasa nak tido je coz sejuk2 ni senang ngantuk. It gets really dry pulak bila heater terpasang. So seb baik waktu puasa kejap je around 11+++jam total.

Anyways, selamat berpuasa semua. Aku tengah tengok-tengok webbies food untuk idea for buka puasa food. Not that I will cook everyday anyways, just mebbie spesel sket lah kan. 

Happy New Year 2014

Kinda late-ish to wish happy new year to all. But it is still January, people are still getting used to writing the number '4' next to the number '1', and still trying to not make mistake of writing the number '3' instead. Haha. Well, at least me bila tulis drug chart/ notes kat hospital tu.

Azam tahun baru yg aku harap I will stick to:
1. Continue azam tahun-tahun lepas yg tak berapa dipenuhi. =)
2. Nak datang kerja on time. (hmmm.. setakat ni sejak tahun baru hari tu ada la 3,4 shifts aku terlambat 10mins.. others mostly early/ on time. KInda a good start.. hehehehe).
3. Nak senaman lebih sket dari zaman lemakjelly masa started studying for primary exams hari tu.
4. Nak kurangkan gula, garam, msg & other rubbish in food. And replace with balanced food. 
5. Nak kurangkan bazir-bazir esp on beauty items, food stuff, pakaian/kasut/bags. One good start is to keep tab of those stuff.
6. Nak keep in touch with others more.
7. Nak keep in touch with my artsy self more. For a start, to continue regularly updating this blog =).
8. Nak tengok more documentaries, cooking show, etc that's not related to drama/ fiction. 
9. Nak look after the garden more. 
10. Nak be a better person in general. 

Banyak la pulak azam tahun baru ni. Well, I truly want to fulfill these this time. Bubuh kat blog supaya ingat bila baca-baca balik what I've written here. 

Selamat tahun baru 2014. Semoga it fills with joy, prosperity, love, and all the best in life, and beyond to all of us. 

Take care all.

Salam Aidiladha 1434H

Salam Aidiladha 1434H to all. Maaf zahir & batin. Semoga semuanya diberkatiNYA. 

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Hari tu raya mcm tak nak raya je coz of my exams. Adik aku H3 datang visit, and that was already good enuf. Spoke to family via phone/ skype. Called nenek. Aku masak sket2 for 3 org makan je kat rumah ni. Then malam gi melawat some friends kat satu rumah je then balik. Visited TTM sekejap. How sad. Takde tv raya takde lagu raya kat radio. Cuma kat computer harapkan youtube & my ipod je la. Jadila tu. Buat mengubat rindu.Tahun ni tak beraya kat rumah in laws even because of my exams & then kerja all weekends after that. 

This time dont really celebrate it either. Been working in the past 3 weekends, so macam letih gila bila dapat some off days during the weekdays. Talked to parents & family via skype. Dengar lagu raya via youtube & tgk movie omputih kat tv. Most rakan2 plak sedang study for their coming exams yg pelbagai level. Encik suami pon kerja. So ala kadar makan makanan semalam semalam punye je. Tengok jap lagi kalau aku rajin, I will masak sth kot. In the meantime mebbie nak gi tgk documentaries & do some laundry yg dah menimbun tu.

Happy Anniversary, 12years in Australia

I am supposed to study coz VIVA anatomy & pathology next week. But.. I hafta post this..

This is my fb post:

12yrs ago I was this little innocent kid arrived in Melbourne, it was foggy n freezing. Didnt kno anything much about Australia, couldnt understand the accent, couldnt stand the weather, couldnt stand the homesickness.. Life was tough then but great experience. Thanks much to everyone here who've been with me along the journey & still with me, & especially doa keluarga n those close to me di sana I'm wiser, stronger & still going..
Happy anniversary to me & those who were with me along the journey at that time.. We are still standing & going..
Goshhh, what a lifetime, I am sooo old now..

It was spring, it was cold, fog came out of our mouth. We had to listen hard & careful to all these locals talking to us.. Unknown foreign country, kinda scary actually... (drama to be continued).

Okay, back to studying. 

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah,
I passed my MCQs for Anatomy & Pathology ED Primary Exams.
The VIVAs will be next few weeks in September.
Wish me all the very best all. InsyaAllah.

And, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1433H. Maaf zahir & batin. Take care everyone.

Doakan daku, InsyaAllah..

Lagi seminggu ++ umat Islam akan menyambut hari raya Aidilfitri. Most of us mesti dah start busy buat persiapan.

As for me, 6 hari lagi my MCQs (anatomy & pathology) for ED primary exam. Takde persiapan raya, apatah lagi juadah sedap2 sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ni. Been busy working + studying. Semalam evening shift my last shift prior to exam. Now aku tgh amik cuti exam leave. Bosses & my colleaques have all been very supportive. Alhamdulillah. Back to work after exams the week after. 

Pening dah kepala memikirkan exams. 

Doakan aku pass these exams kay. I want to be a great doctor. Amin.
InsyaAllah. 

Selamat meneruskan & mengejar berkat dariNYA for the remaining Ramadhan. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1433H everyone.

Doakan daku..

Happy 28th Birthday, Adikku

Semalam birthday adik aku si H3 yg berada di Manchester & sedang menghadapi exams. La ni birthday adik aku lagi sorang, si H2 plak. Dah sangat-sangat dewasa dah tu, 28 tahun dah. Hehheheh.
Dekat je dengan usia lanjut aku nih. Hahaha.

Anyways,

Happy 28th Birthday,

Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki alwiz, Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat, Allah swt always has lots of great things in store for us, InsyaAllah, just hafta grab the opportunities & bersyukur.
Hugs.

gambar-gambar ihsan Google

Happy 21st Birthday, Adikku =)

Today is my brother H3's 21st birthday. I am here in Melbourne, tak diberi rezeki nak physically celebrate birthday with him :'( He is in Manchester having his end of 1st semester exams. Kesian =P, setiap tahun pon sambut birthday during exam time, no different this year. Dah la 21st.. a milestone where some people say a mark of full adulthood (kata orang-orang Western la kot). Anyways,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

Semoga panjang umur, dilimpah rezeki yg diberkatiNYA alwiz.
Now dah dewasa, no more excuses to NOT be more matured & responsible =D Join me, mak, abah, abang & other adults in all those pening-kepala-adult-stuff. Hehehehhe.
Take care always,
We all love you lots.

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Salam Eid-ul-Adha 1432H

Sorry lambat mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidiladha tahun ini. Lambat sehari :P

(gambar ihsan Prof. Google)

Semalam busy masak2 & mengunjungi sahabah handai & sahabah handai melawat kami di rumah.
Aku, hubby, Dr. HAK, Dr. MJ masak kat rumah aku: kari daging, roti jala, kuah kacang, nasi impit segera, ayam bakar. Sebenarnye tak plan pon nak masak dgn gigihnye kali ni. Aku baru perasan raya haji jatuh pada hujung miinggu kali ni & kebetulan me & frens cuti, plus rumah dah bersih & kemas disebabkan house inspection rabu hari tu. Alang-alang tu buat je la. Lagipun aku tak pernah lagi buat makan2 kat rumah aku sejak pindah sini. Dah dekat setahun dah. Alang2 tu buat je la kan.

Hubby solat sunat AidilAdha di Monash Uni Sports Centre. Then kami makan berjemaah di rumah sebelum visit TTM & family during lunch. Petang tu rehat sket. Malam TTM & family beraya di rumah kami, plus some uni friends datang beraya jugak malam tu.

Agak-agak apa la mak & abah masak kat rumah. How la raya kat sana. Aku call pagi2 tu sebelum diorang sumer start buat apa2, dlm kol 6+am waktu M'sia.

Kesian hubby penat & suffering hay fever. Aku pon mlm tadi & pagi tadi. La ni dah lega sket. Now dah abis kemas rumah laundry semua, I'm back at the table with my books. Also hafta back on track on my senaman coz nak loose weight. Aku ada seminggu je lagi nak reduce lots of fat supaya balik M'sia nanti aku boleh mengumpul lemak semula tanpa rasa bersalah. OOO YeaHH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ABAH!! =)

Happy Birthday to my abah kesayangan.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki & diberkatiNYA. Semoga diberi kesihatan yg berpanjangan & diberi kesenangan hidup di dunia & akhirat.
Thanks for being a great dad to all fo us.
We all love you lots.
~your daughter yg tak berapa nakal tapi baik hati~

(Pic dari ihsan Google.com)

11 Years!! And about giant garbage..

Dah sebelas tahun dah rupanye aku kat negara asing ni!! Cepatnye masa berlalu!
Last year masa tahun ke 10 aku kat Australia ni, aku tengah busy berpesta raya Aidilfitri kat Malaysia. Hehehhee.

Dulu masa datang masih muda remaja takde dark circles & kedutan kat muka. Haha. Dulu body masih kurus, sihat.. now dah sengal-sengal, lemak lapis-lapis sana-sini. Ahaks.

I have seen many changes dari tahun 2000 until now 2011, and macam-macam important events/ milestones either in my own development or everything around me.

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Anyways, I was thinking of just nak celebrate sorang2 kat rumah since baru balik from night shift kan. Nak buat some Milo & makan keropok ke apa.

But... such a bad night shift malam tadi. Bukannye teruk sangat pon overnight. Sebagai junior reg aku dah boleh cherry-pick what patients I want to see, mostly the very sick ones lah, senang, tak yah jumpa those silly cases. But tadi actually overnight we were under control, until at around 530am. 1 category 1 72 y.o. man arrived: VF arrest, upper GI bleeding, then respiratory distress. Patient ni dah intubated before coming, dah kena zapped, now kena ionotrope supports, blood transfusion sumer. Tak stable in ED. Macam-macam. Tak sampai 1 hour after that, datang lagi sorang asystolic arrest 20 something man datang, same la category 1, intubated jugak zapped jugak, ni sebab overdose plak. Same tak stable in ED.
Kalau ikut prognosisnye seems like these 2 patients macam dah ada permanent brain damage & wont stand long coz of what it sounds like a prolonged downtime. Dua2 patient dah showed fixed dilated pupils with no neuro response at all on examinations. So I guess at this stage ICU role is to look after each organ individually & taking it hour by hour lah. Tak tau la brapa lama 2 org ni akan bertahan di dunia yg fana ini.
Macam-macam issues, machine tak berapa working, understaff, on call consultant plak tak datang, seb baik 2 senior registrars that morning datang awal straight away helped us with these 2 patients.
Record overnight 4 category 1 patients datang. And we sorta ketinggalan bila these 2 very sick patients datang.

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Nak dijadikan cerita. Aku sampai rumah pagi tu around 11 am. Ingat boleh la terus padam kat dalam katil. Tapi lori pemusnah barangan rumah & white goods had to scout around our area this time. I thought kami dapat memo about this it was supposed to be last weekend. Agaknye coz byk gila barang orang2 kaya Melbourne ni nak buang maka kena buat berkali-kali la kot. Kami takde buang apa2 coz memang semua barang guna since aku mula2 sampai sini, ada sket2 dah kasi orang. Kami boleh dikategorikan sebagai miskin la jugak. Ehehehe.

Sila click utk tengok sampah-sampah ni

Ni baru kat jalan ni, kalau tengok jalan2 belah sana lagi la. Rasa cam tinggal dalam junk yard

Kat sini ada la dlm 3,4 kali max pembersihan begini setiap suburb. Semua org akan campak barang2 diorang outside kat luar pagar, then lori-lori berkenaan akan hapuskan & lupuskan barang2 besar ni. Sementara menunggu lori2 setiap hari kita drive akan rasa cam driving thru a junk suburb. Serious sakit mata. Kadang-kadang akan ada orang scavange to look for goods yg diorang boleh guna like some meja kecik ke, kerusi ke apa2 lah yg boleh diguna for watever reasons. Aku teringat dulu time student dulu ada la jugak aku & housemate gi kutip some kerusi/ meja kecik etc for use at our student house. Heheheh. Ye la time student dulu kan miskin. Guna je la 2nd hand stuff. Masih elok pon.
Sabarje la hubby kata ntah2 next turn my white car plak lori tu akan angkut coz diorang sure confuse mana satu white goods yg nak kena buang. Hampeh!!

Aku intai-intai gak thru my window cam mana agaknye diorang angkut menda2 gabak tu. Canggih la jugak lori dia terus hancurkan barang2 tu. Masih banyak lagi electrical stuff kat luar. Aku rasa dioang hapuskan perabots dulu then kemudian the white goods.

Mintak2 la cepat sket diorang clearkan barang2 ni. Tak sanggup aku dah nak lalu setiap hari tengok longgok2 barang sekeliling kawasan perumahan ni. Hmmm... talking about how much sampai setiap manusia di muka bumi ni hasilkan & pencemaran alam.. kesian bumi kita...

Okay ciao, time to get to work.

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H & Selamat Hari Kebangsaan ke-54

Saya minta maaf zahir & batin lambat mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1432H & Selamat Menyambut Hari Merdeka ke-54 kepada semua warga muslimin & muslimat, serta semua rakyat Malaysia.
Been busy with work & also gumbira melayan family aku beraya kat Melbourne ni, Alhamdulillah.
Semoga kita semua diberkatiNYA.

Terimalah gambar yg kucilok dari Google sempena sambutan ini.
I will start my night shift tonight until Sunday night abis pagi Monday. Will be super busy until next August 2012 I think coz of exams & pelbagai lagi training assessments kena selesaikan, especially for the next 6 months.
Will try to update blog nan hado ni bila ada masa =P
Doakan kejayaan kita bersamaaa.... muahs to all =P

Okay, now nak gi tido. ZZZzzZzZzzz...

Salam Ramaddhan 1432H

Salam Ramaddhan 1432H to all.
Semoga kita diberi kekuatan & ketenangan & keberkatan di bulan yg mulia ini.

Aku kat sini puasa start semalam. Sahur subuh kol 550am (kira imsak kol 540am la kan) & buka puasa kol 533pm semalam. Kelmarin masak nasi lemak so kami dinner, buka puasa, sahur with nasi lemak.

Hari ni buka puasa kol 534pm. Nasi lemak dah abis, tinggal sesudu sambal & sesuap ikan bilis. Tak tau nak masak apa yet. Its still early kalau ikut time zone M'sia kan. So aku ingat nak masak mee goreng jap lagi. Senang, simple. Hubby dah lama gi uni for his post grad. His classes slalunye on Tuesday evenings & Wednesday evenings. So dia dah bawak bekal awal2 lagi. Kesian dia tak dpt buka puasa sama & rasa my mee goreng.

Oh, lama gilaaaaa tak jengah my blog ni. Seperti biasa alasan lapuk tapi bagi aku sangat valid. Busy study (konon!!) for my part 1 ACEM exam which is in Feb 2012. Busy kerja with all sorts of presentations & teaching. And also malas. And also some personal reasons that mengsengalkan jiwa ragaku since the past few months.
Plannye nak amik exam this August which kalau ikut plan asal akan berlangsung on the 5th Aug. Plan asal nak amik exams Physiology & Pharmacology. But setiap kali aku study Pharmacology especially rasa cam nak muntah abis. So hard & soooooo detailed. Ingat time uni je kena study. La ni study for specialist exams pon lagi dasyat. Arrgghh. So aku & my study partner Dr. BB agreed on amik subjects lain plak iaitu Anatomy & Pathology since mebbie Anatomy senang sket coz pix & functions of the structures je kena hafal & Pathology plak sikit je syllabus dia. Hopefully kami boleh blajar dgn lebih tenang & bagus & berjaya dgn cemerlang.

Okay, selamat berbuka puasa. Ciao.

bedsay =)

Happy XXth birthday untuk aku pada 25th May 2011.

Cake & cookies idaman aku tak kisah yg mana coz aku cuma suka ratah icing sugarnye saja. Hehehhehe.. dan jugak coklatnye kalau ada coklat, dan jugak cherrynye kalau ada cherry. =P

Ucapan untuk diri sendiri...

sayangi diri sendiri dahulu sebelum menyayangi orang lain, coz when all things fall apart hanya diri sendiri yg left to stand for yourself...

Love me..

(posting long overdue :P hehe).

Besday baby comel lewat seminggu...

Aiseh... lupa plak last week 2nd March 2011 ialah besday baby blog aku yg ke-6 tahoon!!! Apa daaa... baby sendiri punye besday pon boleh lupa ka. Hahahaa.. Seminggu lepas, aku dok bubuh link video baby ketawa from Yahoo! vid collection.

Aku dok belek2 blog coz cam ternampak archive yg tunjuk tahun 2005. Aku cam terfikir.. gila lama tu, tengok sket... fuish.. ni zaman bila punye post ni.. poyo plak tu.. ahahahha.. ni ha post lama aku tu, tak perlu la click kat link archive sebelah nun... rugi tenaga je.. =P. Posting aku pasal 1st concert I've ever been to in my whole life. 2nd concert, and maybe my last concert was another Nickelback concert I went to with hubby (masa tu kekasih hati) in 2006. Ticket2 utk 2 concerts tu ntah mana pegi, abah 'pinjam' hari tu. Hahahha... some old photos of the concert ada kat FB.
Kalau budak 6 tahun tu, dah masuk pre-school or darjah satu la kan. Kalau tengok balik, 2005 dulu, ni je la satu-satunye post poyo dari aku. Then mandom 3 tahun, then 2009 bangun balik, hasil tiupan pengaruh dp TTM. Dulu tengok postings cam sangat poyo & ntah apa-apa. Takyah korang bazir masa baca. Aku pon malu nak baca balik. Hahhahaha.. serious rasa cam nak sorok je dalam katil dgn postings cam gitu. Dulu layout & design blog ni lain, maklum la tak serious sgt & malas nak jaga & takde modal nak tulis. Nama blog pon lain. Tak ingat aku bila aku tukar nama blog ni, mebbie in 2009 kot. Dah brapa kali tukar design, and aku akan end up to a simple one jugak. Bukan apa, kasi sedap mata aku yg rabun bangat ni nak pandang & baca, tak le silau je. Hahaha.

Now, Alhamdulillah.. my blog pon dah mature as I mature & become wiser. Follower pon dah makin ramai (>20people tu dah ramai beno bagi aku tu.. considering this is a personal, life story kinda blog). It will continue to grow & mature, as per my own life lah gitu. Moga-moga satu hari nanti bila aku dah terlebih rajin, boleh la tulis biography based on my own life. Script dah ada. (Seperti suggestion our Lady of Leisure =) good idea!)
Thanks for your guys support & doa.

Happy Birthday Hubby Tersayang

Happy Birthday Love!!!

(gambar from Google)

Kalau ikut waktu Aussie it will be arvo nanti baru boleh celebrate kelahiran seorang jejaka gagah kacak berani. Tapi pasal dia lahir di Scotland nun, kita celebrate pukul 2 pagi waktu Aussie (bersamaan dgn 3 petang waktu Scotland) ye? Hahahahhaa.. celebrate pagi2 buta Isnin tu pas tu terus Subuh skali. Cun gitu!
Tak sempat nak edit bagai coz aku pon dah bgn lambat to go to work. Tak best langsung kena pegi kerja on the day of orang tersayang. Mine? Tak kisah.
Malam nanti aku edit kasi entry ni cantik gila. In the meantime kasi hubby tersayang sleep in kejap.
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Updated.

Kata-kata cinta to my dear hubby takleh tayang kat sini =P Rahsia rumahtangga.. hehehehehhehe..

Came back from hospital, one of my worse shift to my self-esteem ever in my career, aku ajak hubby gi have munchies kat Pancake Parlour at Chadstone Shopping Complex. Ye la, kat Melbourne ni mana je yg bukak late other than bar & kelab malam ronggeng. Pegi je the shopping mall yg 10minit jalan kaki tu, tapi kami tak jalan kaki lah. Dah malam around 9++. Yg bukak kat situ hanyalah Pancake Parlour selain dp Coles & Woolworth.

Birthday boy tengah main internet while waiting for the food

Potato chips

Pancake, salad, baramandi with lemon butter

All in all aku takkan recommend nak makan dinner sini coz the only food yg kami boleh makan are the food yg tak sedap di tekak. Utk dessert boleh la kot or utk emergency mcm ni. Kalau kat KL nun boleh go out pekena teh tarik & nasi lemak kat small mana-mana yg masih bukak kalau aku balik lambat gini.
Esoknye tu baru aku nak masak lebih-lebih sket coz got a day off & kena stay up utk night shift on Tuesday.

Salam 1 Muharram 1432H

Aku abis night shift for the week yesterday a.m. Ingat nak stay up selama yang boleh coz Thursday nanti aku back on days. But sampai rumah je dah penat gila & my body was sore all over. Dok atas katil sambil tengok internet, terus terpadam sampai la hubby called in the arvo. Arrgh! 6 jam aku kaput rupanye. Rugi satu hari.

Afta dinner wit hubby, kepala aku dah pening satu macam tambah dengan sakit badan lagi. Aku dok rehat kat katil around 930pm.. padam lagi skali. Tup tup bangun kol 3 lebih pagi tadi. Patut petang semalam aku & hubby dok berjemaah sempena 1 Muharram hari ni, takde rezekilah dah keadaan tidak mengizinkan. Baca doa saja.

Selamat tahun baru,
1 Muharram 1432H to all.
Semoga hidup kita lebih diberkatiNYA,
Semoga kita semua diberi kekuatan utk lebih berusaha demi mencapai nikmatNYA,
Semoga kita semua diberi kekuatan utk menjauhi murkaNYA,
Dan akhir skali & paling penting, semoga kita
semua lebih bersyukur kehadratNYA.

Hari ni aku kena back to study. Pagi semalam one of the bosses dok ajak aku review patient lepas aku abis night shift. Waduh! Susah gak kalau boss suka kita, aku tak sampai hati nak tolak even tho aku rasa cam dah nak pengsan. Dia ni cam tak ingat plak aku baru abis 13hours of night shift. Dia dok tanya 5 significance of R wave in V1 in ECG. Waduh, dgn otak yg kosong & tak malunye aku jawab PE! Wakakaka.. nampak sangat bodoh. Malu aku! Kat ICU semua org sibuk pasal PE, semuanya PE (pulmonary embolism). Seb baik takde org dlm bilik patient tu. Lepas dia cam geleng kepala baru la aku kasi jawapan yg betul.. posterior infarct. Aku ni mmg suka memalukan diri dulu baru kasi jawapan betul kan. Hehhehehe.
Anyways, dia cakap dia on the floor on Thursday. Dia kata dia nak aku sleek, sharp & smooth bukan slow, soft & stoopid. Waduh, amik kau!

Happy XXth Birthday, Mak

Today is my mum's birthday.
Called Malaysia when I got home from work this a.m. tapi takde org angkat, tadi baru dapat cakap dengan my mum bila bangun tido petang tadi, dia cakap dia tengah solat Subuh. Yeah, I thot so, coz masa sampai rumah pagi tadi it was ~9++am, which means it was only ~6++am in M'sia.

Too bad I could not be there to celebrate, bukan la nak buat party ke apa (tapi kalau ada joget joget ronggeng jap pon best kan, mak? =P hahahahhahaha), but kalau boleh celebrate by just a good family dinner either eat out or aku yg masak (fuiiihh... mulia banget cita-cita nak masak sempena birthday mak).

So this is my simple but all means, my wish to my beloved mum, who is now in KL :'( jauh nun (but alwiz dekat di hati).

HAPPY XXth BIRTHDAY, MAK
Thanks for all the things you have done for me & the family,
Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki alwiz,
Semoga hidup diberkatiNYA alwiz,
Mintak maaf salah silap,
Akhir kata, LOVE you alwiz.

From your beloved anak (yang perasan) dara sunti. MUUAAHHHSSS.

(gambar tribute to Google)