Doakan daku..

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera.

I really need a lot of doa's & luck here. Friday will be my Primary exams (Physio, Pharmacology, Pathology). At these very last few days prior to exams.. yg aku mampu hanyalah banyakkan doa & berserah je lah. 

This will determine wether I go into my advanced emergency medicine training or still being a senior in my basic training (which means repeat lagi exams in Aug/ Sept nanti).. huhuhu...

Doa-doakan daku ye.. :'( And terima kasih banyak2 for the doa's.

Ni yg rasa macam nak tukar carrier jadi PA ke cikgu tadika ke.. Why am I leading this misserable life pon I donno la.. sigh....

InsyaAllah, hopefully all is well & I am strong... Amin.

Sawang November

Mid November dah. Spring is near to its end. But cuaca still ntah apa2. Nampak semakin panas but cuma 1, 2 hari dlm seminggu.. itu pon setengah hari saja, the rest still kena pakai socks & jacket/ sweater in da house. But my house memang sejuk pon. 
Tak lama lagi summer. Yaaahooooo... sun & warmth. Blisss! Study pon seronok time suam suam bahagia nih. Time for cherry picking before balik Malaysia to see my beloved family.

Anyways, its not that I tak nak tulis blog dah. But setiap kali menaip nak pilih2 gambar nak edit lagi mesti makan masa lama. Pas tu jiwa ni rasa bersalaaah je coz sepatutnye gi study. Padahal siang malam dok main internet.. eerrkkk...
2 more subjects to go (Physiology & Pharmacology- subjects yg aku nyampah sangaaaat!) before February & March 2013 then to advanced training in Emergency Medicine. Lebih berat dari Anatomy & Pathology yg aku amik in August & September hari tu. Taakuuutt seh..
Dah la kena study lebih sket untuk my ICU term now. Fuh.. 

Now back in ICU as a registrar, lebih berat tanggungjawab dari jadi resident in 2010 dulu. 3 minggu in ICU so far, aku dah turun 2kg. Penangan berlari sana-sini coz ov MetCalls & Code Blues, dan jugak stressed kerja yg sangat intensed, dan jugak coz long working hours when I'm working.. 13 jam satu shift either pagi atau malam. Aiiiii...

Time to sleep.. selamat malam.

Have a good week people.

VIVAs Tomorrow: Anatomy & Pathology

Esok final perjuangan for my Anatomy & Pathology. Its the VIVAs part of the 2 subjects. Tomorrow a.m. in Albert Park.

Doakan I will pass these 2 subjects with flying colours. Amin. InsyaAllah.

I just want to move on to the next 2 subjects: Pharmacology & Physiology. Then to advanced ED trainng. 

Then I want to re-learn to play my guitar.

Ya Allah.

Happy Anniversary, 12years in Australia

I am supposed to study coz VIVA anatomy & pathology next week. But.. I hafta post this..

This is my fb post:

12yrs ago I was this little innocent kid arrived in Melbourne, it was foggy n freezing. Didnt kno anything much about Australia, couldnt understand the accent, couldnt stand the weather, couldnt stand the homesickness.. Life was tough then but great experience. Thanks much to everyone here who've been with me along the journey & still with me, & especially doa keluarga n those close to me di sana I'm wiser, stronger & still going..
Happy anniversary to me & those who were with me along the journey at that time.. We are still standing & going..
Goshhh, what a lifetime, I am sooo old now..

It was spring, it was cold, fog came out of our mouth. We had to listen hard & careful to all these locals talking to us.. Unknown foreign country, kinda scary actually... (drama to be continued).

Okay, back to studying.