HEARTBROKEN!!!

DAMN THIEF!!

I am soooooooo F***** angry! F***** thief... now my baby is F***** ruined...
:(( :(( :(( :(( :((

I am really really heartbroken... rasa hampir-hampir putus asa in life already... huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....

I sooooo curse the global economy downturn & these sooo damn people :(( :(( :(( :((

Farewell.. farewell...

Lupa plak dah masuk February 2010. I was kinda struggling to write the right month & year during January when writing my notes in the patient's history. Tetiba je I realized dah masuk February! Funnily enuf I tend to write the right date comes February.. how odd! Terasa cam I have that cognitive gap in January then remission in February. Hahaha..

Last day on psych ward went kinda okay. Busy but managed to go through most of the stuff on time. Ada la sket2 glitches. E.g. stoopid paperworks yg aku tak sepatutnye buat, yelling thru fon from patients' families, etc. Hari bermula kinda good coz my original boss yg baru balik from cuti tak dtg today! Hahahaha.. coz aku lagi suka the other bosses. More efficient, sensitive & pendek kata best! Dia baru start balik kerja semalam but suku hari je dia stayed there then blah, hari ni dia called in sick. Hehehehhe... Bila they sed goodbye to me tadi rasa cam nak nangis gak la. Ye la, tak pernah aku rasa ada bosses yg betul2 amik berat pasal their junior docs mcm diorang ni. Kasi nasihat cam father figure. Tu yg aku terharu tu. Mebbie coz diorang ni psychiatrists kot, tu la diorang tau deal with human beings, supposedly.. Plus bosses yg best ni they all have gone thru difficulties nak work in Australia, let alone becoming who they are now.

The ward organised a farewell tea party for me tadi. Terharu gila bila nampak byk makanan dlm tu. They made the effort to buy some munchies. Lagi banyak dp masa farewell for one of the social workers a few months ago, even tho social worker tu dah kerja situ around 10yrs. Hehehehehe.. Aku kasi diorang my usual cookie cake =) Glad everyone loved it. And dlm banyak2 keterharuan itu, diorang kasi aku farewell card & chocs & cookies for me.. waaahhhh... baiknye mereka. Despite aku nyer anger issues, tantrum & hissy fits tu diorang actually suka aku kerja situ... aduhaiii terharu aku.. its kinda a great feeling that people actually appreciate you & knowing that you have made some kind of difference somewhere somehow.. =)

Ni card yg diorang sign ramai2...
ala2 petition nak suruh aku blah.. tak cukup penuh lagi tu...
ahahhahaahahaha..

Ni gingerbread cookie yg aku join decorate masa time Xmas ari tu.
Siap je terus aku ngap..
the rest of the cookies biar OT & patients je la yg abiskan dekorasinye...
aku busy.. =P

Masa balik tadi aku kinda sedikit sedih coz I missed the farewell drinks/ munchies at the residents quarters coz aku abis kerja sedikit lewat. Ni sumer pasal buat handover sheet for the next doc la ni. Sheesh.. Bila sampai sana cuma tinggal a few je tukang kemas. So I just ckp babai & blah. Sedih la jugak coz tak sempat nak catch up with some colleagues (doctors), with whom I enjoyed working with sepanjang thn ni. Dah la sepanjang hari hujan je.. how sad...

Oh well... yeah, kinda sad to leave, but life has to go on..
I am soooo glad I finished the HMO2.. Alhamdulillah.. Sometimes rasa cam mimpi plak.. Hari tu baru je abis uni, then abis internship.. and all those difficult years. Now about to embark on a new journey as a HMO3 in a cool but challenging Critical Care year. Rasa cam takut plak coz ini bermakna aku kena cam jadi super pandai la nanti.. meaning study study study! Huhuhuhuuuu...
Oh well... its time to open my eyes & head..

Balik kerja, went for a walk to Chadstone with hubby.. (fuh.. lama betul tak senaman ni, dah 5 hari dah). Again.. we had dinner at Kintochi. Hahahaha.. I sooooo love the sushi esp. the raw salmon. Fresh & sedaap gila!
Weekends gonna be busy wit social activities.. harap2 sempat la study & organising stuff utk start the new year..
And hafta remember to bangun awal for orientation Monday nanti.. kol 7a.m. beb!

Abis dah...

Entah ngapa aku rasa cam gelisah/ sedih plak nak abis psychiatry rotation. Esok adalah hari terakhir di psychiatric ward, merangkap penghabisan rotation of the year, merangkap penghabisan tahun HMO2 ku. Alhamdulillah.. semuanye dah tamat seperti yg aku harap2kan selama ni. Alhamdulillah.. berjaya mengabiskan HMO2 General Year & melangkah ke alam baru HMO3, alam yg lebih mencabar minda & harap2nye aku will enjoy this new year more.

Tapi like I sed, aku rasa cam resah gelisah plak esok hari penghabisan tahun 2009/2010. Ini bermakna aku kena try abiskan hutang2 kerja aku yg tak sempat diabiskan masa rotation ni. Also kena prepare some stoopid report for the Mental Health Hearing Board that will happen in 2wks time even tho I wont be there.. huh! Also kena prepare the lengthy handover sheet to the new doc, if ada a new doc to replace me (memandangkan mental health admin kedekut even to replace a HMO & a consultant yg MIA at the moment). Ye la, manyak gila new patients & they are in their early or mid way management plan, meaning gila banyak kerja to be done for each one of them. Huhuhu....
Otherwise, the team has been sooo good to me & I hafta admit that apart from all my tantrums & hissy fits, I have enjoyed time bermalas-malasan (a.k.a. being dumber) masa buat rotation ni. Eleheeeeiii....tantrums aku tu pon pasal inefficiency, stoopidity & incompetence some people kat mental health ni. So kira valid la sumer aku nyer drama tu. Oh ye, I definitely wont miss the ward work, and the paperwork yg bodo2 tu. Even tho deep inside, if only I had a little bit of interest in the ward work, I would have been a superb doc for the ward. Hhhehehehe... narcissistic sungguh. Best gak kadang2 carry folders/ diary around to organize ur day schedule, rasa cam nampak professional.

I kinda sad that berakhirnye tahun ni bermakna some of kawan2 doctors yg aku dah jumpa & enjoyed working with sepanjang tahun ni juga akan berpindah ke tempat baru mereka. ED docs, paediatric docs, orthopaedic docs, some of the interns, registrars, etc. Being in the psych ward has made me a little isolated from the main physical medicine people, so I kinda feel sad tak sempat nak catch up dgn diorang before they leave. Esok last day of the year, so tak mungkin la sempat kot nak catch up lagi. Malam ni Khamis malam, maknanye jugak ramai of them having farewell dinner mana2 with their own team. & aku plak dok rumah main FB, internet. (Which I dun really mind coz aku mmg malas nak kuar pon).
Tak tau la docs baru nanti best cam diorang2 ni ke tak. Harap2nye diorang ni bagus & baik.

I dropped by kat ED masa on call Sunday hari tu. One of my former bosses was there, & also some of the nurses that I worked with last time. They looked glad when I told them that I was coming back to ED next week (so I think.. heheheheheh). The boss was like tanya aku bertubi-tubi.. so amik exam September ke, baik amik cepat, pegi daftar cepat with the college, kena study, pas tu bleh buat reg job, etc.. waaahhh... betubi-tubi nye. Takut aku. Tak sangka diorang trust me that much. Boleh ke aku ni jadi ED reg? Boleh ke aku ni amik exam that soon? It feels like having to study the whole 5years of medicine in this very little time! Huhuhuhuhu... Little do they know that I kinda dun really care about my career at the moment & only work coz nak duit je. Dengan semangat aku skang, aku tak rasa aku bleh past the exam, the 4 papers & clinical exams, kalau amik this year. Takut seh!
Entah la.. mebbie coz at the moment aku kinda bosan with life & work. Mana tau masa dah start ED balik terus mania ke.. hahahaha.. elevated coz suka sangat. Harap2 my colleagues kat ED pon best nanti.

The ward has organised a farewell tea party for me, another consultant & one of the nurses tomorrow. I bought this cookie cake (..again) for them. Mahal sket la. Tapi they have been nice & have supported me all through out the rotation, especially when I was in my shit-ty mood swings (walaupon mostly pasal diorang jugak). Terharu jugak bila dpt tau ramai yg nak bawak good food tomorrow. I bought these giant Toblerones for the 3 bosses that I've worked with, satu dah kasi hari ni coz hari ni last day dia. The HMOs aku dah kasi last week lagi. Sorang kasi diary 2010 coz dia akan buat ward job this coming year & dia suka diary. Sorang lagi aku kasi baju baby Pumpkin Patch coz dia akan ke C-section end of the month, ni yg aku kata malas sket tu.. hhehehheeh.. oops! (Memang best kan jadi kawan aku.. hahahahahahhahahaahhahah... oops.. narcissistic lagi.. PD sungguh!)

Hmm... harap2 esok tak brapa busy & tak brapa bodo for everyone..
I hope that the closure for the rotation will be at least smooth, if its not gonna be easy.. and harap2 mood aku stable & content & composed kalau ada apa2 hal yg hampas esok... hehehehee...

G'nite :)

Out & not About

Letih gila... baru balik from the ward. Got called in to review some patients.. that were not necessary at all. Tapi terpaksa gak pegi. Wek wek.. my last on call of the rotation.. alhamdulillah. Harap2nye takde lagi la calls from the ward tonite. Seharian dah aku kat spital tu.. muak dah. Yucks!
Esok pagi aku kena gi ECT kat theatre, so kena bangun awal sket la nampaknye. & Kak Z nak tumpang gi spital for her antenatal check up in da morning. Best la jugak ada org nak borak2 pagi2 gi spital tu.
Esok jugak all schoolkids akan back to school. Jalan akan jadi jam seperti sediakala, with schoolbusses, schoolkids, org2 gila drive, 40km on 60km in school areas.. Oh ye, M, Ly's little angle's first day school kalau tak salah. Wah.. dah masuk skolah dah. I still remember last time when my whole family came to S'pore & visited them there.. M was a little baby.. how time flies..

Aku melangkah masuk from work tadi just in time to watch the final few serves from Roger Federer & Andy Murray.. masa tu dah 2-0, and by the look of it, I thought.. Fed was gonna smash Murray good. And yes... dia menang lagi! Hahahhaa... Well done! I knew Fed would win. I wanted him to win. He's the best sportsman ever (and will suffer really bad arthritis when he's old.. hehhehehe). Anyhoooo.... I sort of wanted Murray to win as well. Just for a change. He's not bad at all.. 5th seeded. Tapi, takpe la.. takde rezeki...

Aku baru perasan its already 31st Jan 2010.. yeah.. how time really flies.. I feel like I'm still struggling with writing the dates for January, let alone 2010.. tetiba esok dah 1st Feb 2010.. whoaaaa... cepatnye masa berlalu.. then the week afta I will start my job as an ED doc again, as a HMO 3 (sepatutnye 4 la kan.. tapi defer hari tu). Then tetiba aku & hubby di tanah U.S.A or U.A.E. or Japan or ntah mana2 lagi.. hahahahhaha.. who knows.. angan-angan aku je tu.. InsyaAllah.
Esok plak ialah hari cuti utk Wilayah Persekutuan.. and I think Thaipussam for Selangor. Seronok lah family aku bergumbira. I remember zaman2 skolah dulu I would be soooooo excited bila cuti, at same time cam sedih gak.. maklumla pemalas tak nak gi skolah so seronok le, tapi sedih coz tak dpt bersosial dgn kengkawan kat skolah.. kena dok rumah. Hahhahaa.. tapi then seronok balik coz dpt spend time dgn family.. so kira cuti ialah perkara yg menyeronokkan.. kecualli kalau kat Aussie sini & aku terpaksa kerja la kan.. hehehee..

Anyways, tomorrow is gonna be tough.. Mental Health Review Board hearings, new patients review, ECTs, paperworks.. blablabla.. and I wonder who's gonna replace this particular doc who's on her maternity leave now. Sebelum ni admin is known for being sooo inefficient. Harap2 la diorang terbuka sket minda diorang esok...
G'nite...

Pasar la pasar.. ikan oh ikan..

Berhempas-pulas aku di dapur ptg tadi memasak masakan kampung nak kasi hubby rasa. Maklum le org tu tak kenal & tidak mebesar dengan lauk-pauk tradisional, maka aku kena la kenalkan. Dapat idea masa membeli-belah di Springvale a.k.a. medan Vietnam. Seperti biasa aku akan teruja to grab all the exotic food items there, tapi kali ni berjaya control tak beli terlebih2. Dlm manyak2 shopping tu, aku terlupa satu menda.. durian! Kata nak blaja buat tempoyak dgn mak Dr. H. Ish ish ish...

Ni kari ikan bawal with murungai & terung Belanda.
Lakiku tak suka terung yg pahit tu.. dia amik ikan je..

Yg ni plak masak lemak batang keladi & rebung.
Pandang pon tak nak.. ditolaknye jauh2.. ish ish ish..
(sabar je la aku dgn mamat Aussie ni)

Ni kerabu pegaga & mangga muda.
Ni je yg dia suka..

Akhirnye terpaksa gak hidang chicken wedges instant ni.
Kesian plak kat dia...

Nampaknye kurang successful my attempt nak into kat hubby dgn makanan tradisi ni. Tapi takpe, aku tak putus asa.. next time aku akan masak yg lagi best.. biar tekak dia tu dapat terima at least some pon jadilah.. hahahahah...

Watched Women's Final Aussie Open.. just what I kinda thought so.. Serena Williams menang against Justine Henin, 6-3, 4-6, 6-2. Esok plak giliran Men's Final, Roger Federer against Andy Murray. First seed lawan fifth seed. Not bad. I wonder who will win. Aku on-call tomorrow, hopefully no calls during the play or any time at all.

I'll hafta be at the hospital in the morning. Then on call til Monday AM. Another excruciating week in psychiatry. Its not that I dont like psych. I just hate the paperwork & the nature of the job. The team has been superb, except for a few yg ntah apa-apa. Oh well... will back in ED the week after.. starting another new year of being a DIT. ED would probably make me happy a little bit.. but I kinda not thaaat looking forward to working there. I kinda not looking forward to a life as a doctor.. again...
Yeah, haf been depressed for the past week, past few months, the past few years.. or probably its the bipolar.. or PD.. watever u call it. But my passion in medicine seems to slowly fade away day by day.. Even the fact that I'll be back in ED doesnt seem that exciting anymore.. sick of the reality of being a doctor-in-training..
I envy those who go on despite all the hurdles. Call me lemah semangat or ngada-ngada.. I dont really want to work in a poorly organised condition & with incompetent dumb people who dont really want to do anything to improve themselves. I think it all comes back to my expectation that if I do my job right, I expect other people to be perfect as well. Dah la dgn my control & anger issues. Tapi.. mana-mana pon sama.. just hafta suck it up..
Nampaknye kena revise balik my new year's resolution hari tu.. or susah-susah sgt aku bleh lari ke mana2 negara for a change...
Ntah laa...

Adikku yg bongsu nampaknye enjoying his first yr of high school. Bagus la. Hopefully he'll do better this year. I wish I was there to watch him grow though.. left M'sia in year 2000, he was 3.. Adikku lagi sorang yg kat the other side of the world sana baru abis exams & now having fun. Hopefully results dia bagus & everything's well for him. Teringinnye nak gi sana join him main salji, even tho aku menci gila snow. He was 9+ before.. Finally my closest brother dpt kerja & dah start hari ni. Alhamdulillah... aku doakan semuanye well & cool for him, InsyaAllah.. And he was 16+ then..
Setiap hari aku drive ulang alik gi kerja mesti aku akan terfikir... hmm.. bila la diorang-diorang ni nak dtg sini.. parents aku or adik2 aku tak teringin ke nak rasa naik kereta baru aku ni...

Malam ni ialah bulan terbesar di bulan January 2010, if I'm not mistaken bulan paling besar of the year ialah bulan penuh pada malam new year hari tu. Kami pon dok amik gambar bulan besar tu... paling best kena serang dek nyamuk satu badan.. adoi laaa.. malam ni panas, esok diramalkan 37°c max. Panas! Oh well... afta that 47°c I think I can handle anything below that =P hohohoho....

Aussie Day hari ni daaaa...

Wooohoooo... seronok hari ni cuti takyah gi kerja yg memualkan tu. Hahahhaha.. (Gelak banyak2 pon.. Ahad ni kena kerja gaks.. oncall lagi.. huhuhuu).

Suram je hari ni, weather forecast kata 30°c & hujan sket2. Ok la tu. Asalkan suam2 kuku, aku dah happy dah. Hari ni ada bday party kat Doveton sana. Bday anak Y. Harap2 tak ujan. Kalau tak, party jadi bosan coz its a bbq theme. Nanti jadi cam hari tu bbq PMV hujan & sejuks gila, that really killed the mood then la.
Hari ini jugak ada ramai new Aussie citizens gi angkat sumpah kat beberapa ratus sites around Australia. Tahniah. As for me, mebbie I will never apply for Aussie citizenship. A lot of things going on at the moment & we dont really kno where we r going to end up, mebbie another part of the world. But itu kata hati aku now.. mana tau dah umur 67 ke apa teringin plak nak jadi Aussie.. ahahhahaha..
Kira Aussie Day ni cam independence day kita la, cuma takde bunga2 api cam kat kL nun =D. Mebbie ada some people yg akan main bunga api kat backyard sendiri. Tapi takde la letup2 kot. Unless kalau other different stories kan.

Mlm tadi hubby & I jalan kaki ke Chadstone utk dinner. Aku dpt balik awal coz Alhamdulillah, abis kerja cepat2 & stay back abiskan some paperwork then balik. Seronok je bila dpt selesaikan kerja ward awal + bila pikir keesokkan harinye cuti, lagi la seronoks. Tu yg gi jalan kaki ke sana tu. Plus nak senaman gaks. So kira all in 1 la kiranye ni. Makan kat this Japanese restaurant sebelah JB Hi-Fi. Restoran ni dah lama dah ada, as far as I remember la. Cuma location dia 10 thn dulu dah diambil alih oleh Nandos, & dia beralih ke 3 stores down the hall. And in that 10yrs aku kat sini, ni first time aku makan sini. SEDAP!! Sushi dia fresh gilaaa... my food pon sedap gila!! Hubby nyer byk onions, sampai bila dia ckp pon bleh terbau dianyer onion odour!! EEuuuwww... hahahhahaahha.. Tapi kesimpulannye... tempat tu memang sedaaaaaaap sangat. Aku masih terbayang-bayang the fresh & soft salmon tu. Nyyaaaammmm!!!

Okaylah, time to go to find some bday prezie. Patutnye kami dah bertolak awal, tapi malangnye hubby is still in bed. Ish ish ish...

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Back. Pegi ke Myuna Farm for the bday party ckp tadi. Boleh la. Tapi its actually an animal farm, and not my favourite lah. Full of kids. Comel-comel.
Stayed for a few hours. Bila balik rumah early arvo tu, hubby & Dr. MJ dah terbongkang atas kerusi. Aku pon penat gak. Cuaca sangat best utk tido petang (or kuar jalan-jalan). Matahari yg cantik, angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. Best je.

Then we went to Chadstone... again.. for dinner. Jalan kaki lagi. Dinner kat mana.. guess wat.. kat that Japanese restaurant again! Hahahhaha. Ni dah 3 days in a row aku makan Japanese. 3 days in a row aku jalan byk gila. Fuh!
The walking was good. Lalu different path. And this time with bags of groceries from Coles. Teringat masa student dulu zaman takde kereta. Jalan from Clayton back home dgn grocery bags.. masa tu takde lagi greenbags ni. Imagine, sakit tangan mengangkut plastik2 tu. Now kira okay la, ada greenbags, and we also have the shopping trolley (tapi tadi tak bawak), and also ada extra pairs of hands nak tolong angkut groceries.
Glad that we r doing this, mengurangkan carbon footprints kami.. jimat jangka hayat kereta, jimat petrol, jimat carbon monoxide produced by the car, jimat parking lot, jimat tenaga nak bawak mesin besi tu, jimat duit utk petrol, jimat duit utk bayar medical treatment in the future (InsyaAllah), dll. Tentang masa tu, tak tau la jimat ke tak, coz kalau naik kereta kena tunggu traffic, kena lalu pusing sana-sini, kena cari parking, etc. Kalau jalan kaki, coz kaki lagi slow dp kereta, tapi lalu jalan dalam2 nun, so kira shortcut je. Selama ni jalan gi Chaddy pon amik dlm 10-15mins je kalau jalan pada kadar biasa. Its not bad at all.

Anyways, penat dah ni. Esok kerja lagi.. but glad its my arvo off. Hafta remember to send in my timesheet, kalau tak next week tak bergaji la aku... huhuhu...
Ciao.

Nak weekends lagi... huhuhu...

Kebosanan betul. Memang takde mood sangat2 nak buat apa2. Sminggu yg sgt menensionkan. Ni sumer pasal kerja la ni. Aku memang benci gila kerja kat ward. Kalau kasi can nak muntah, akan aku muntah kat muka pintu ward tu setiap kali aku melangkah masuk.
Lagi 2 minggu nak abis, & will be starting ED soon.. (hooraaaaayyy!!).. tapi 2 minggu yg amat mencabar & excruciating.. huhuhu... Kemuncaknye (yg ntah kali keberapa) ialah Kamis & Jumaat hari tu di mana aku nyer status kat FB bunyi cam bodo.. (yaahh.. I do feel like a fool now thinking about it). Now fikir balik esok sambung kerja lagi.. ish.. nyampah gilaaa!

Kesimpulannye, 4 faktor besar yg menyebabkan hidup aku kat ward spital tu menyeksakan ialah...
1)funding to the system 2)colleagues yg bangang 3)family patients yg bangang 4) +/- aku pon nyanyuks gak kadang2.
Kesimpulan lagi, 4 cara nak mengatasinye NOW ialah...
1)bloody gomen kena la kasi funding ke healthcare system.. dah la cekup our tax money gila2 which somehow I feel like I pay for my own gaji, the pensions that these mostly pemalas gila-dadah patients, their accommodations, etc, pas tu double, triple, quadruple cursed coz kena jaga diorang kat spital & tambah lagi diorang takde insight nak menginsafkan diri... tak cukup docs coz gomen kedekut untuk hire more (tapi bleh plak pemurah kasi funding utk askar2 di sinun & kasi funding utk sekolah private & spital private?!?!?!), workload cam boleh bunuh diri, dan lain2 (tak cukup tenaga nak tulis).. urgghhh.. menyesakkan nafas.
2) diorang ni kena la memperbaiki diri jangan jadi bangang... tapi yg aku mampu buat ialah doa je la byk2.. huhuhu... letih guaa.
3) ni lagi satu.. sikit je improve dgn education & support, tapi mostly takde harapan dah & menyebabkan hidup docs terseksa... well, not our fault everything happens okaaayyyy... mostly funding nyer issues PLUS diorangnyer family member la punyer pasal.
4) anger management & stress management on my behalf... huhuhu... I can only do so much.. doa je la byk2.. huhuhu...

Lupakan pasal tu.. esok aku sambung stress nye.

Semalam tak buat apa2. Just lepak2 kat rumah dgn hubby. Lepak main game. Kemas2 sket. Masak mee goreng yg boleh la tahan tekak aku nak telan. Hehehhehe.. Kira jadi la. Selalu aku tak nak makan kalau buat mee goreng coz tak sedap. Yg ni okay la jugak. Blom tahap boleh jual lagi, pendek kata, rasa cam tahap kedai2 makan kat aussie ni yg takde rasa mee goreng sebenar.. hehhehehe...
Sebelum tu we went for a walk to the other side of Warragul Road, kat area Chadstone & Ashburton. Lama gak jalan2 tu, around 1hr plus. Amik2 gambar sambil brisk walking.

Tadi gi city jumpa Docs MJ, H, AI & FVH. Aku mati2 ingatkan hari ni ada study grp kat rumah Dr H. Rupa2nye diorang tukar plan nak lepak2 kat city. Cheh. Abis duit aku ratus2 dgn lunch, parking, dessert & a new lipstick. Yg lipstick ni beli coz lipstick yg slalu pakai gi spital tu dah abis. Waaahhh.. 1st time abis lipstick betul2. Hehehehehhe... Selalu coz tak abis aku buang coz dah lama. Mebbie coz dia sheer lip tint je, tu yg aku rajin pakai gi kerja. People who kno me mmg tahu aku gila lip make ups. Tapi semenjak last yr aku dah clear up my lip collection & tinggal menda2 yg mmg pakai gi kerja/ pakai gi jalan2. Tak nak dah borong2 byk2 unless dah abis. Same goes wit other make ups. Hence, ni la lipstick yg baru beli. Nanti aku bubuh gambar.
On the way back, aku & Dr MJ tersesat sekeliling city coz 1)nak cari toilet utk Dr MJ 2)nak cari shortcut to the parking building (aku gi park kat Crown Casino coz ingatkan au$5 je.. rupanye ikut hours.. & seb baik bayar au$6 je kongsi dgn Dr MJ). Akhirnye sampai gak ke tpt parking afta jalan berkilo-kilometer. Kira ni our senaman trip la jugak. Cuma takde camera coz aku tertinggal tadi. Takpe, bleh je dtg lagi lain kali.

Okaylah, nak gi tido dah ni. Kang esok grumpy lagi coz bgn lambat.. dah la kena gi kerja. Seb baik dah iron baju for 2wks.. (bukan pasal keen ke apa, cuma pikir2 nanti on-call then aku mmg malas nak bgn awal pagi2 semata2 nak ada extra time utk gosok baju kerja.. ish).

Gnite.