I was heading straight to the pantry for some munchies to bukak puasa. Saw the new box of Oreo that we bought last weekend. Thought of having a piece or two just to alas perut.
Tup.. tup.. HAH???????
Dalam hati (sambil menjegil biji mata): "OOOOOOOOO.. rupenye he's been sneaking in & out of the pantry!!! Padanla... blablablabla!!!"
Anyways, I made some beef stir fry. Hubby balik lambat hari ni coz ada meeting. So aku makan dinner sorang-sorang tadi. Hubby akan makan later if he hasnt eaten anything masa meeting tu.
Gumbira sangat Ben Ashaari sudi menjengah my blog :P Saje2 je nak dia jengah. Coz kadang2 kita ni terperasan yg blog kita paling best, until ada orang lain singgah & kasi komen, barulah kita tau kitanyer best ke tak best. Komen yg membina sangat2 appreciated & bleh dijadikan motivasi utk kasi blog ni lagi best. Ewah!
5 days to go until my **th birthday =)
I will be working in ED evening shift (sucks!!). But its probably better than last year, I remember I was doing Paediatrics night shifts. I pre-ordered Mrs. Fields cookie cake for myself to celebrate sorang-sorang (dan hubby) on my birthday. Sedih la coz family takde to celebrate together. Its getting less & less attractive to celebrate my birthday year by year, simply because I feel sooo lonely that family in M'sia & not here to celebrate with me. I dont enjoy birthday surprises anymore, because of this as well as I dont want to be disappointed if the surprises are not up to my expectation (whatever the expectation is.. sometimes I dont even know myself). I would probably be happier if someone asks me what I want (I dont even know what I want or need at the moment). Plus somehow I dont want to be disappointed when people dont really remember my birthday. It is probably just another day of the year, just like everyday. If they do, I am very very grateful & reaaaally appreciate it.
Last year Dr D & Dr S sent me a Westfield gift card, and I was sooooooooooo haaapppy. (Dr.D, I'll show u what I bought with that). Sampai skarang aku terharu gila bila fikir pasal tu.
Anyways, lets just hope that this year my birthday will just go through safe & sound & happy. Doakan aku bahagia di dunia & akhirat.